Contact About for you I guess, for me w4w I'm tired of feeling like what I had to give was wrong, or like loving you the way I did was wrong.
I'm tired of feeling ashamed about it. I don't don't regret any of it.
Sometimes I think it was meant to be a mishmash of love and friendship, and it was suppose to be exactly what it. You never had to love me back the same way, but I was hoping for some acknowledgment, like maybe, "wow, thank you for giving me that piece of you that no one else got.
Sometimes, I think I'm pretty awesome for having the courage to at least try, to risk being doubly and triply humiliated by most Looking chinese fuck in club because you're a girl and I'm a girl. Sometimes I think, "yeah, that was an awful idea.
It would've never worked. Back to boys. I just didn't know what it was, and I'm cautious around unpredictability and uncertainty. Some people come into my life and I want to love them with everything I.
It's so rare. So rare, in fact, that I'm not sure it will happen.
But I can grow in love, because growing in love has the same strength as falling in love, but they look and feel SO different from one. I don't regret. And if I could have a do over with you, I might end up doing everything the same way